Well That's Finally Over.

Christmas. Is. Over.

Hallelujah.

My Christmas was boring, if you ask me, which you didn't. I fell asleep at 2 am the night before.. My sister woke me up at 7 to open presents. I got about 20 shirts that I really, really don't want, a gumball machine, shirt designing thingies, an electric blanket, money, and a giant teddy bear. My sister got everything she wanted.

I guess since she's younger than me, she gets some priority I don't understand. She's the baby of the family, so I feel like I don't belong. Jealous? Yes. Yes, yes, yes. Last night was the first time I got to sit next to my mom and dad, just us, in a long time. I feel like she's stealing these things away from me.

But I guess she's my little sister.. When my mom found out she was pregnant, I was warned I had to make sacfrifices. They told me, "Ohhh! You're going to be a big sister now! Are you excited?" Of course I was. Little sister meant innocent, adorable Michelle from Full House. I was six. I didn't know it meant insecurity.

I'm not saying I don't want my sister. I'm saying I want my parents back.

Things I wish I would've gotten for Christmas:

A cell phone. Is that so hard to ask.. ? Pantech Matrix. Or Samsung Propel.
Books.
Nothing clothing related, please. I usually won't wear what you give me.
Starbucks gift card.
A kitten.
A dog. (Yorkies ♥)
A bunny.
A hamster.
Nail polish.

So,

Holiday songs are gone, holiday sales are up, and I actually have money to compulsively waste. Next is New Years, so partypartyparty. I think the next few days won't be miserable.