Unholy.

On Friday I went to a lock-in with my church. I would imagine, since it's a church, people would at least hold back on some things..
Apparently not.

AH HAAHH. There was flirting, cussing, "F U"s, fighting, and talk about sex. And flirting. People started having shots with soda. Around 3 am, we ran out of soda, ramen, and anything that had caffeine. At 6 we crashed, then had to get up at 7. I love 13 hour long parties.

Things I Learned;

Something that really struck me as interesting was our 5 second talk about why suicide is bad. Ms. Gina said it was because it's God's decision of when you die, not yours. And if you commit suicide, you go to hell because you interfered with God's plan for you.. or something like that.
Did I mention I was suicidal a few times before..? Woops. Well yeah, Ms. Gina's talk really inspired me to not ever think anything like that again.
Now I'm not a seriously religious person, but I'd rather not go to hell. I mean, life sucks, and everyone knows it, but I won't burn for a quick way out. I've been considering joining the bible study/youth group because of that. I feel like a good person, inching my way out of unholyness.