"How am I suppossed to recover when I don't even understand my
disease?"

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Last Stand of 2009.



1. What did you think of 2009?

2009 was really bittersweet. The year started out with some cutting drama at school, which was depressing, followed by me finding someone I truly couldn't live without. There's been some ups and downs with relationships with almost everyone I know. I feel like I've grown up. I feel mature. And I feel fragile.

2. What do you think was the news story of the year?
Hm. Teen Commits Suicide From 'Sexting' 

3. What happened this year that you never want to hear another word about?

Jon and Kate Gosselin. They need to take their shit away from the public.

4. What was your favorite song of 2009?

There's a lot. I'm such a music addict. "These Words" by Natasha Bedingfield.

5. What did you accomplish this year?

I developed a healthy relationship. I got into Algebra 1 Honors. Not much, really.

6. Did you learn anything new this year?


If someone breaks my heart, I go into this weird depressed cycle. I won't talk about it, I won't try to tell them what they just did is wrong, and is killing me. I shut my mouth, and either sleep alot or don't sleep at all. I don't eat much. I think about what I tell them next, because I'm terrified afraid of regrets.

I also learned I'm a good liar when it comes to talking to people at school. I can make up stories on the spot and make them sound realistic. My friends don't know who I am. I don't know who I am.

7. What are you looking forward to in the new year?

Starting over.
 8. What are your plans for New Year's Eve?

Party at my place.
9. What's the best thing you ever did on a New Year's Eve?


I'm 13. I haven't done that many New Year's. Maybe this year will be a good one.



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